i always told myself i wouldn’t get caught in this cycle, that i know so much better than this.
yet here i am once again, trapped and looking for approval in all the wrong places.
So conflicted.
— Charles Bukowski (via julene)
Why can’t I just keep you out of my head/heart/life?
I’m so exhausted, the battle of what I want vs. what’s right is wearing me down and I just want to give in. It’s all I can do not to invite you back into my life.
just be here now.